This
poem, I have to admit, posed a vexing riddle for me for a few days. As I went about my business – driving to
school, fixing supper, scooping the cat box – I could be heard muttering under
my breath, “But Light a newer Wilderness/ My Wilderness has made,” over and
over, as if repetition could somehow bring about revelation. Maybe it actually did help a little, because
eventually it dawned on me (sorry, couldn’t resist) what Dickinson may have
meant. I think in this poem she was
defining wilderness as the unknown, or unexplored territory, and representing
light as knowledge or understanding. When
she says, “Had I not seen the Sun/ I could have borne the shade,” I think she
is referring to the way that a little learning expands our knowledge but also
reveals how much we don’t know or understand.
To paraphrase Martha Beck, one of my favorite authors, we learn a lot
about how much we have to learn (Expecting
Adam, 5).
I think Emerson understood this
definition of wilderness, although he doesn’t call it that. In Chapter V of Nature, he writes, “…we are impressed and even daunted by the
immense Universe to be explored. ‘What
we know, is a point to what we do not know’” (505), a quote that is attributed
to both Sir Isaac Newton and Bishop Joseph Butler. Emerson continues, “Open any recent journal
of science, and weight the problems suggested concerning Light, Heat,
Electricity, Magnetism, Physiology, Geology, and judge whether the interest of
natural science is likely to be soon exhausted” (505). At the same time, Emerson also viewed nature
as the greatest teacher: “Every property
of matter is a school for the understanding…the understanding adds, divides,
combines, measures, and finds everlasting nutriment and room for its activity
in this worthy scene” (504). In addition
to physical properties, Emerson believed that nature is also the best teacher
of ethics: “The moral influence of
nature upon every individual is that amount of truth which it illustrates to
him. Who can estimate this? Who can guess how much firmness the
sea-beaten rock has taught the fisherman?
How much tranquility has been reflected to man from the azure sky…?”
(506).
The way I defined wilderness in my
first blog posting for this course was very narrow in comparison to either
Dickinson’s or Emerson’s definitions. I
have learned so much from the reading, writing, and discussion of literature that
we’ve done in this course! But, like
Dickinson, this “Light a newer Wilderness/ My Wilderness has made” – I’ve learned
that my ignorance is much wider and deeper than I even guessed! So many authors I have yet to read, so many poems
to read out loud, so many ideas to wrestle with and mutter under my breath
until they yield some meaning to me! So
much unfamiliar territory to explore, and rich and wonderful treasure to be discovered; so
many mysteries to solve! I’ve truly enjoyed
exploring literature with all of you this semester, and I wish each of you much
joy in learning on your journeys of discovery.